November 2009
“Keep me safe inside your arms like towers! Tower over me!”
– Paramore- We Are Broken
30-th of November. Evening
Once again I am VERY confused… I have been thinking about all kinds of shit today and had no concentration in class. I know, I’m overthinking again but I can’t help it. Every little detail on his face, his misterious smile and the way he acts overall- I can’t help but think about him most of the time (if not, all of the time). I need someone like him right now- I’m...
The Classic Crime- The End.
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Owl City- If My Heart Was A House
“Back and...
29-th of November, Late Afternoon
So, I went out today. The plan was just to go out with Shmaggie ( aka: my female version and BFF ) but then we saw two friends who I haven’t seen in months. =] I was really happy that I could spend some time with them. We have a lot of catching up to do but I’m pretty sure we’ll make it. :]
Yeah. The morning’s grumpyness wore off. I’ve been eating gummy bears and...
“Because my dreams are busrting at the seams.”
– Owl City- Fireflies
GUMMY BEARS! =]
They can never disappoint you.
29-th of November, Morning
Ughhh… my head hurts a little bit. It’s really painful cause I think I have a migraine and whenever I’ve got headache all the pain concentrates on my left eye. Good thing I’ve got my nerdy glasses on cause they seem to ease the pain a little. :]
Anyways, I feel like I’ve been doing nothing for the weekend. I should’ve gone out but… I don’t know. I...
29-th of November, 1:40 a.m.
I like to keep things simple so:
My mum and dad went out and I think I’ve had too much cherry alcohol. haha *hiccup*
““Waited a hundred years to see your face,
And I would wait a hundred more...”
– The Rescues- My Heart With You
Lady GaGa- Monster
27-th of November, Morning
It’s another beautiful and sunny morning outside. But this time instead of complaining about it I’ll try to be happy and enjoy it. :]
If I understood correctly what the teacher said yesterday I’m gonna have 3 chemistry classes today! 3!!! :O That’s A LOT when:
A) you’ve specialized chemistry
B) it sucks
C) the teacher hates you…
So… Helloooo,...
26-th of November, (Another Sunny) Morning
I talked to him last night. It’s funny how he always has the ability to widen my silly smile. =]
“One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight,
Back...”
– I really have no idea who wrote this. o__o;; But it IS beautiful.
25-th of November, Evening
I love you Denny!!! <3 And, no, I’m not high. haha
I usually never tell my friends I love them… I guess I just kinda hope they somehow know it. I’ve shown it several times. =D
That’s what I had to say (Yes, I am being short and yes, I have been trying to talk less…)
Have a good night, ladies and gentleman! =]
The truth is..
..I really, really, really, REALLY don’t give a fuck.
“Ugh… I didn’t mean to say I loved you! >:[ ”
– My BFF haha
“Don’t be fooled! I just act like I care!”
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24-th of November, (happy) Evening
”=]”
Just realized I didn’t put any smiley faces in my morning post. ……..that’s odd. =D
WARNING: If you’re a bitter, anti-social person this post may offend you. haha (Generally because it’s gonna be full of smileys) =]
So anyways, my day actually turned out pretty good and I’m really happy about that. =] The last time when I woke up in the...
Thrice- Digital Sea
24-th of November, Morning
Yet another sunny morning… I’m starting to get tired of those (mostly because I like gloomy, grey and cold days).
Anyways, I wasn’t in the mood for studying this morning (as if I am all the other mornings haha). Somehow, I can’t wait to get out of here and go to school. Can’t wait to see all the faces that make me smile. A smile that still hasn’t showed up...
Hurting you is the last thing I want to do..
..but it’s still on the list.
“The blackout approaching. Here it comes now, wish me luck!”
– Imogen Heap
Imogen Heap- Glittering Cloud
23-d of November, Evening
“Oh, hey there! I look frightened!” haha
First school day in a month… I thought it was going to be pure horror but it wasn’t half-bad. At all. It seems there are people (like the the two lovelies next to me in the picture above and a lot more of my friends) that have truly missed me. =] I don’t know what I’d do without those girls… Of course, the day...
“If I stumble they’re gonna eat me alive…”
– Metric- Help, I’m Alive
Michael Hussar's Art →
Just decided that’s a little something I should share. My dad (who’s an artist) showed me Michael Hussar’s works a couple of years ago and when I saw a picture of one of his masterpieces in a girl’s signature on gaia this morning I remembered that I’d seen that somewhere. I just had to ask for the artist’s name. :]
Florence + The Machine- Howl
22-nd of November, Morning
Ughh… that was supposed to look like a careless smile. Nevermind.
Soo, it’s another beautiful sunny morning now and I’m being terribly sleepy and quite bitter. Stayed up all-night long watching tv and eating chips (yay! for getting fat) and woke up way to early in the morning. I had a cup of hot cocoa and a couple of candybars and I’m still bitter. Hope this changes...
22-nd of November, 12:11 a.m.
Yup… my grandparents didn’t even want to hear about drinking alcohol while being sick. WHY??? :o I have no idea… Anyways, I think I have a few bottles left and my parents went out tonight so I’ll be home alone til the morning (No, I’m not going to throw a wild party… who the fuck do you take me for?!).
So,… there’s this guy I met a few days ago and...
“No alcohol for you tonight, mister! >:[”
– My Grandma haha
Flyleaf- Chasm
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21-th of November, Morning
Ahh, what a wonderful and sunny morning! Or at least it was until one asshole decided to ruin the whole day for me. Woohoo!
So, to make a long story short: I’m a facebook-addict. From the worst ones. The ones that can’t go without checking their facebook at least 10 times a day and change their status at least 5 times. haha So, I was commenting on a friends’ pic, then she...
20-th of November, Afternoon
Decided to start with that picture… though it’s from the summer (which in fact is the best summer I’ve ever had). Whenever I forget who I am or where I am going it reminds me of those two things.
Well, the last couple of days I’ve felt pretty lost. And being lost definitely isn’t what I’m used to so I have no idea how to deal with it. I think it’s most...
“Real life’s nasty. It’s cruel. It doesn’t care about heroes...”
– Darren Shan 